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Knightmares.

The sweat rolls down the brows of my eyes as I lay on my night bed. I murmur cries of help as I sleep in my daily slumber. Suddenly with a shock, I wake up.  It was just a dream. A nightmare.  I look around my room, it’s dark. I Read more…

By knightofsteel, ago
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Diagnoses.

Hey everyone, I have some news today from the Doctor’s office, Today I learned I am suffering from Borderline Personality Traits, it is what causes my depression to last for as long as it has because depression doesn’t normally linger this long in a person. It is the underlying causee Read more…

By knightofsteel, ago
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How You Can Help.

The following words are not mine, they were written by another fabulous writer I have found on this website,Simone Lisa, the thoughts are not my own, but resonate highly with what I have experienced. Here it goes. Mental illness is illness. It’s not a choice. Not a decision or a lifestyle. Read more…

By knightofsteel, ago
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The Blame Game.

Well it has been about 5 weeks since I started writing this blog, I have said many things and one thing I wante to clear up is who do I really blame my depression on? Who do I spite when it comes to the blame for my current misfortunes. Was Read more…

By knightofsteel, ago
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A Beautiful Lie.

“…in my dreams, they took me to the light, a beautiful lie.” We all find ourselves in a tunnel of sorts at some stage in our life, we are always struggling with something and always trying to fight our evils. We all go through this, it is just a matter Read more…

By knightofsteel, ago
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A Tear That Fell.

Crying. One of the most normal human emotions. Something that happens when people have too much stress, too much pain, and when we cannot take it anymore. We cry it out. Tears well up in our eyes and roll down our cheeks. The dam breaks and brings with it a Read more…

By knightofsteel, ago
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The Aftermath of Suicide.

I came across a facebook post today which talked about what would happen when you kill yourself, here it is, Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, Read more…

By knightofsteel, ago
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The Loss of My Identity.

Have you ever been told to describe yourself? Have you been asked, How are you? What are you doing these days? I am sure these are easy questions to ask and answer, considered pretty general too. It is a general routine to ask such questions, “Hey, How are you, Where Read more…

By knightofsteel, ago