Instagram, And An Open Secret.

Not many people know this but before I posted my story on Facebook on 14th February, I had taken to Instagram to post my story about depression. It was 5th January and I was desperate for help. I was kind of regaining my confidence but it took a lot of guts for me to post this message since the desperation was not at the levels that it was at a month later.

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The response to that message was, well to be fair, what I had expected at that time, people liked it and scrolled past the caption in their busy lives and the only comment that I got was from an old friend mocking me. It was what I was sure would happen if I shared my story on any other social platform. It was disappointing and yet not surprising to say the least. I was, as I had been many times before in the past, being ignored, not intentionally but out of the simple meaningless life that I led.

On 18th January, I again posted another photo in the hope that the last time, people might have scrolled past it by mistake or that it wouldn’t have appeared on their feed and yet once again, it was just likes and some comments. This time there was a comment of support though, and that one comment gave me that little tiny bit of hope inside the dark tunnel I was in. It felt sort of good. I actually…felt…something and I liked feeling something.

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Almost a month later I was afraid that my post would be ignored on facebook as it was on Instagram and in the initial hours that’s what it looked like but today I am glad that I gave it another try that day.

Instagram had not worked out very well for me, but it gave me a base to sort of push myself on from in the next few months and now…

..Here I am.

[IG: @knight.of.steel]

5 Comments

  1. happysky7311

    You will certainly find lots of support here. In one of my recent posts I personally asked for advice in my title and received over 20 comments. Unfortunately Instagram these days is filled with nothing but selfies, food pictures and anything that’s attention seeking visually. They don’t have room for people who are genuinely seeking help.
    I wish you the best of luck! 💕

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    1. knightofsteel (Post author)

      Thank you! I have been struggling with wordpress a bit too. I am not very good at socialising or networking and I think it’s holding me back. Your comment means a lot though ❤

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  2. Sunita gupta

    Your own strong will will bring you out of this depression but of course words of encouragement matter. And you have that support with you now.

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  3. Ashapurna Das

    I’m so happy you found your supporter within yourself and a ray of sunshine and inspiration for those in need of the same 🙂

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    1. knightofsteel (Post author)

      Couldn’t have put it any better!☺️

      Reply

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