For the past 18 months, I have been fighting an uphill battle against major severe depression. It has been a numbing experience but more than that it has become my state of life. I have felt alone and isolated, hopeless and guilty and sinking in a pit of negativity and darkness. 

 I have been on various medications and undergone ECT which has cost me a lot of my memory and left me incapable of making new long term memories atleast temporarily.
The few friends I shared my troubles with told me to ‘get over it’ or ‘snap out of it’ and if that’s something my friends wish to tell me now, I must say I would appreciate your silence more than your unhelpful words. 
With time I will share more of my problems and struggles with everyone who visits the site and would welcome it if anyone who has felt like this and has been in my shoes wishes to talk to me about it. 

So drop a comment, what you think and how I can improve and I will surely try my best.